Anonymous said: What happened with you and Tibbi?

I’m guessing this is Gnick if you really want to know my side of things message me on facebook or something man. I’m not trying to sound like a dick I’m really sorry :(

When your sad listen to this song

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=se9rfWucgeY

It always seems to calm me down 

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  I don’t know how to accept an apology when I feel like I was the one at fault. I had allot of fun with you Tibbi I really did it was so much fun. If things were different then well they’d be different but this is the way things are right now and I can’t help but ask for space because I know in my heart that hurting you now wouldn’t be nearly as bad as lying to you about this and hurting you so much more later. Tibbi I swear a thousand cuts on myself for every ounce of pain you endure because of me all I ever wanted was to take away your pain. My guilt is so heavy and flowing within me and I just want to let it out but I won’t! I am not a coward and I face my guilt Tibbi I am so sorry I hurt you I hope that someone how this message brings closure to you. I know that given the chance you would make an amazing girlfriend but right now I’m not just a mess I’m bloody fucking hot mess and I don’t want to trap you within a love triangle because you deserve so much more than this. I hope you smile and laugh and that this message becomes a staple for you that this right here these very words help you to walk this off. Your a tough cookie I’ve never doubt that.

With concern your friend forever

                                                   -Mike 

It gets better I thinkk

Life is worth living if you have something worth giving- Me

wishthingsweresimple:

For every cut on my wrist i could tell you something i hate about myself.

Why is life so complicated? Why do I want gargle nails right now and die choking on my own blood? Is life really worth it? I just am so tired of all this everything… I can’t fucking breath everyone is closing in and I’m suffocating. All I wanted was you but I can’t have you my heart won’t let me. I feel torn and broken and when you try to play with something that’s broken it just breaks more :(

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Insane and Insecure

Regardless of the game 

You know where I feel pain

Just like a stain a scar a drain 

We believe in what tame 

And what we can’t control we dive like rrraaRain